MY FATHER'S IDOL 2
MY FATHER'S IDOL 2
Although ,I was from an affluent family. My parent's marriage is nothing to write home about.
My family is a perfect example of a picture perfect. My Dad made my Mom fall into depression,losing her self-esteem. His possessiveness, nagging,choice of words are just to terrible.
They appear as perfect couple in public just to make a perfect caption for Paparazzi.Most times,I wonder when singles and married ones wish to have their type of marriage.
My Mom was from a famous and wealthy home. She was brought up with silver spoon. She met my my Dad during their University days. They got married after service.
My father was also from a rich home,but it couldn't be compared to that of my mother's. My maternal parent helped my dad through his political ladder.
My mom being the only child of her parent got access to her parents properties after their transcension into glory.
She gave her all to their marriage,gave her husband the authority on all her wealth.
Truthfully,my Dad is a good father but not a good husband.
I grew up with this mentality. I will never forfeit my self-esteem for the so called marriage.
It took me a while to get engaged to a man. I lost almost 2 relationships just because I don't want a reoccurrence. I don't want to go through what my mother went through.
I gave my life to Christ during the line but I refuse to give up my idols. I have judged and compared my fiance to my father.
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I need a way out of my evil ideologies and mentality. I need an escape from these baggage/idols which will definitely suffocate my marriage.
I started praying with tears. After hours of prayer ...;God spoke to me
"LET ME WRITE YOUR MARRIAGE STORY,submit these baggage,idols before me. Without your submission,your marriage will crash even before it starts". I realised my husband and father are of different identity.
I realised,I came to Christ with my burdens,baggage,idols but I never submitted them. I have never experienced rest. I never took his yoke upon me ,I keep struggling with my baggage.
" Come unto me,all ye that labour and are heavy laden,and I will give you rest;......For my yoke is easy,and my burden is light"
GIVE UP YOUR IDOLS,BROKEN HEART AT THE CROSS,AND EXPERIENCE CHRIST'S DYNAMIC LOVE.
Although ,I was from an affluent family. My parent's marriage is nothing to write home about.
My family is a perfect example of a picture perfect. My Dad made my Mom fall into depression,losing her self-esteem. His possessiveness, nagging,choice of words are just to terrible.
They appear as perfect couple in public just to make a perfect caption for Paparazzi.Most times,I wonder when singles and married ones wish to have their type of marriage.
My Mom was from a famous and wealthy home. She was brought up with silver spoon. She met my my Dad during their University days. They got married after service.
My father was also from a rich home,but it couldn't be compared to that of my mother's. My maternal parent helped my dad through his political ladder.
My mom being the only child of her parent got access to her parents properties after their transcension into glory.
She gave her all to their marriage,gave her husband the authority on all her wealth.
Truthfully,my Dad is a good father but not a good husband.
I grew up with this mentality. I will never forfeit my self-esteem for the so called marriage.
It took me a while to get engaged to a man. I lost almost 2 relationships just because I don't want a reoccurrence. I don't want to go through what my mother went through.
I gave my life to Christ during the line but I refuse to give up my idols. I have judged and compared my fiance to my father.
************************************************
I need a way out of my evil ideologies and mentality. I need an escape from these baggage/idols which will definitely suffocate my marriage.
I started praying with tears. After hours of prayer ...;God spoke to me
"LET ME WRITE YOUR MARRIAGE STORY,submit these baggage,idols before me. Without your submission,your marriage will crash even before it starts". I realised my husband and father are of different identity.
I realised,I came to Christ with my burdens,baggage,idols but I never submitted them. I have never experienced rest. I never took his yoke upon me ,I keep struggling with my baggage.
" Come unto me,all ye that labour and are heavy laden,and I will give you rest;......For my yoke is easy,and my burden is light"
GIVE UP YOUR IDOLS,BROKEN HEART AT THE CROSS,AND EXPERIENCE CHRIST'S DYNAMIC LOVE.
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